Chaos of Addiction

This series began with me sitting in front of a mirror and staring back at myself for half an hour, which in itself became quite a cathartic process.

After this, I turned off all the lights in the room so that I no longer knew where the lights or the camera were positioned. I only held the flash trigger in my hand and fired it randomly.

This lack of control was intentional. It represents the chaos that surrounds addiction and the mental state that comes with it.

Although I was physically alone in the room, the images attempt to capture the overwhelming thoughts and emotions that were constantly moving around my head at that time.

Sometimes it is easier to put these feelings into an image than it is to put them into words.